mundane…….i mean monday…

this is a late one…i stayed up pretty late last night (for a school night). im doing a lot of research on the tummy.


i went to my acupuncturist to see if i could soothe some of my unfortunate situation…and it was amazing!


she started poking my ears with needles. i asked her what she was doing. she said she was just redirecting energy to my stomach and intestines to aid the problem areas. as soon as she gave me her answer my stomach literally started growling and talking back to me. it was instantaneous. 


i havent ruled out the idea of a parasite either…could be a viable possibility. but thats a side note…


bad news is she said i definitely did damage from not eating for so long on the show. and now no matter how clean i eat my digestive system has to work overtime. 

anyway, so i start, of course, researching the metaphysical reasons for physical ailments.


there seems to be a correlation between the liver, colon  and spleen, all having to do with anger and fear. and feeling unsafe and holding on to indecision. 


ummm, wow. ok….


well, if that aint some shit. 


i offered all this to you today, because i knew your life wouldnt be complete unless i shared with you my digestive health.


welcome to a glimpse into my life via the colon….






just ok…

so i was reading today…and the author was talking about how pitiful it is to just exist in a state of “ok”. he says that if anything, be as miserable as possible or simply happy, but not just ok.

its dangerous to function that way, and i agree. this is important to me because ive been in this numb “ok” state for some time now. i have everything in the world to be “overwhelmingly joyous” about, but i still find myself  in the world of “just ok”. in this place i can see from the outside in that i am on auto pilot/zombie-like…in spiritual meatphysical speak:not aware.

there are moments at all seconds of the day where opportunities are presented to us, and if we are unaware we will completely overlook and dismiss those gifts. that is the danger in just ok or just whatever. so…my task now is to wake the fuck up and be ANYTHING but just ok.

challenge yourself if you find yourself here as well…OK?